is this because of the baby?

well its been 48 hours since carrson nursed :(. He recently cut out his nap time nursing which was fine cause i kind of wanted a break between the two kiddos but now since he cut out that nap time nursing he has done away with me all together, which is ok but i'm kind of sad about it, i didnt think i'd be but it really is the best thing for us, him weaning but i guess i didnt expect to feel like this. who knew i would make it over 2 years nursing and giving him the most wonderful food, not me....when i was pregnant with him, i thought ya i'll nurse but i never imagined it would take us this far. we have been through a lot and nursing has saved us so much especially when he is going through his picky food stages it gives him that little extra cushion to whatever he didnt eat that day, or he is having a hard night teething we never really lost any sleep due to teething because he always had num nums to get him back to sleep, i could put him to sleep anywhere, it didnt have to just be in his bed cause he always had num nums that was the only constant he needed. But he is growing and is maturing so much now so we'll make it through i'm sure :) parts of me can't help but wonder if he is only weaning because of the pregnancy but i guess things happen in life and families grow and this is just what it is for us....and i'm getting used to that :)

We have another appointment with Kelly on Tuesday, i'm excited to hear the heartbeat again i'll post the heartrate once i get it